A Letter to a Common Sense Atheist, part 1
Editor’s Note: Out of all things posted here at Jesus Manifesto, the article with the most (several hundred) comments has been From Faith to Common Sense Atheism by Luke Muehlhauser. Luke is a smart young man…and as much as I had hoped to steer him towards a profound faith in Jesus Christ, I ended up playing a part in his deconversion. Conversation with Luke is always thought-provoking, so when he asked to publish a series of letters back-and-forth, I happily accepted. Below is my first response to his initial letter.
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Luke,
Thanks for asking me to engage in this dialogue. I accepted for several reasons. First, I like talking to you…as much as we may disagree, I never find our conversations to be meaningless or fluffy. Secondly, I have to admit that you are right in your assumption that I don’t spend much time examining my basic beliefs about God; It is healthy for me to reexamine the “plumbing” of my beliefs. Third, I always cling to a faint hope that I will serve a role in your “reconversion.” :)
I am a firm believer that the “truth” of Jesus and his Gospel is tied to its beauty and goodness. The reality that Jesus’ way of life is both good and beautiful lends a weightiness to the truth claims he, and his most devoted followers, make. I tell you this because this perspective shapes how I understand truth. I don’t have a very modernist way of arriving at truth.
Because of this, I’m not sure what is wrong with having my “feelings and relationships” prohibiting me “from examining the grounds of [my] faith.” Not only do I assume that everyone’s feelings and relationship make it virtually impossible for someone to examine the grounds of faith in the way you advocate, I also believe that feelings and relationships SHOULD play a big role in belief. Relationality is at the core of how I understand belief–not something that gets in the way of my epistemology.
So, while I think my convictions are rooted in reason, I also will be the first to acknowledge that they are rooted in mystical experience and personal desire as well. Before I get to your questions, I want to explain what I mean by the “aesthetics of belief.”
I’ve quoted this to you before, but I think it is a helpful to bring up again in this conversation. One of my favorite thinkers (Hans Urs von Balthasar) writes: “Instead of possessing a ‘proof,’ [Christians]‘are’ a reflection of it in their lives. As they respond to the glory of God and reflect it, it shines forth not only for them but for others.” So, Balthasar argues that the non-believer aesthetically perceives the “glory of God” in the life of a holy person. This serves as the best “proof” for the non-believer.
Balthasar argues that it is impossible to have any knowledge of God or verify the truth of revelation apart from actually living within a Christian faith-stance. The individual outside of this faith-stance (the non-believer) is unable to come to the Christian faith of his or her own accord. In order to perceive revelation, “eyes are needed that are able to perceive the spiritual form.” Non-believers are unable to have knowledge of God. The non-believer is struck by the reflection of the Glory of the Lord in the life of the holy person, and as the non-believer is attracted by the holiness of the Christian, s/he is drawn into living a similar life. As this person engages in “Christian experience,” the reality of God begins to take shape. In other words, a person must first participate in Christian experience before one can have knowledge of God. Sure, people can draw implications about God from nature and all of that…but ultimately, people will apply whatever rubric they want to the data at hand. A mountain is pretty, but isn’t (by iteself) an argument for God.
Jesus has no need of apologetics. He shines through. He shines upon everyone who comes into the world and does not deliberately look away. It is my conviction that the Church should not pursue any apologetics for itself, but should instead make Jesus visible–embody Christ. That is why I try to live the way I do–to show the beauty and goodness of Christ.
I realize that one’s own mystical encounters do not provide anything for anyone else to go on. But they have been very potent to me. So much so, that I’ve often remarked that I would disbelieve in God before I disbelieved in Jesus and, if it were to be shown that there was no God, I would still be left with the desire to worship Christ. My experience with Jesus is deep and lasting.
And so, I am left with this strong desire for Christ. It is based upon experience of a mystical sort, but this aesthetic desire for Christ has led to goodness in my life, which has led to an ever-deeping understanding of the truth of the world. And so, beauty has led to goodness has led to truth.
To get to your questions…you ask me to outline (1)”which propositions of basic Christian theism” I affirm and (2) why I believe these propositions are true. Also, you ask (3) how my beliefs about God inform my sense of meaning and purpose in life and (4) what the Christian life means to me.
Before I can say which Christian propositions I affirm as “basic,” I need to know what you mean by “basic.” If by “basic” you mean which beliefs do I hold as justifiable without reference to other beliefs…then I’m not sure I can say I have any basic beliefs, since I am highly sypathetic to postfoundationalism.
My beliefs, however, center on the person of Christ and flow from my own experience of him. As I’ve tried to live more like him, the more he makes sense to me. I put a fair amount of trust in the writers of the New Testament and in those persons throughout church history that most resemble the Christ I know and read about in the New Testament. This is all highly subjective and deeply relational, but that is how all relationships work.
My sense of purpose comes from trying to live in such a way that best shows Christ to the world–my community tries to live simply and hospitably. We try to include “strangers” and “marginal” people in our attempts to create a little pocket of humanity that conforms to Jesus’ teachings. The Christian life, to me, is about living like Jesus, by the empowerment of his Holy Spirit, in the context of a community of love. For us, this means embracing simplicity (seeking a sustainable life with a proper relationship to possessions), hospitality (inviting friends and strangers to share our life together), prayer (being rooted in life-giving spiritual rhythms), and peacemaking (breaking our addiction to power as we get in the way of violence and injustice). But to me, Jesus isn’t simply an exemplar of this–but the source of this.
So, I have some questions for you, Luke:
1) What drives your desire to engage people of faith regarding the unreasonablity of their faith?
2) You’ve said before that Jainism is a more ethical religious system than Christianity…I’d like to hear more on that.
3) What, do you believe, gives your life purpose and meaning?
